so , as the fist pages on this lovely blog , life and how god dam good it is , there are so many things that in life i am really happy for , but my fear as overtaken my happiness , deep down inside i have a very bad realty that if i talk about my good things or ho happy i am in life , it get taken away form me , like my wife , things to my car , house , any and every thing ,
so what is it that i do , may be the best way is not to talk about the good stuff , and juts keep talking about the all the bad things that are happening in life , for example , money , i really need more money , i have really tried and tried but i juts get that extra stuff in , i know i am a big spender also , but hey , work hard for it , all i want to be is worry free , no loans . or should i say minim loans and some one to share that happiness with , hopefully in life i have something better which is juts around the corner ,, to be continued